OK although this blog doesnt offically start until 1st January 2011, I thought I would share with you why I do this.
Its because I really dont like who I have become. Decissions in my past have taken me on a road which I did not design, and life & duty have just taken over where authenticity and indivduality should be. I am not the person I said I was going to be - this is not the life that I want.
Dont get me wrong, its not total chaos, and I am grateful for the blessings that I have. I am blessed with 2 beautiful children, amazing family, and realitivly good health. But I am also cursed with too much responsibility, chronic tiredness - and a loss of joy.
Yes I have many other "wants", like the oldie but goodies such as "loose weight", "have more money", and "be successful". But these pale into the background over my wish for inner peace.
And hopefully - along the way - I will find it.
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